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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

celebrate/burn yourself out

August 27, 2009

awh, lawd. this is crazy. like, everyday.
idk why. i'm just feeling different nowadays. ever since the poland trip. it's getting to me.
i mean, i know it's just jetlag and all, but its fucking up my system, yaos! frikkk. i keep sleeping at around 2-3 and waking up at 7 :| and then i sweat and stink so much after i do things .. that is shouldn't really be sweating and stinking from! (not giving you the examples) honestly, my days become so busy, and yet i have so much energy. with messed up sleeping patterns! how can my body do this?! literally, after dance practice today, i was slapping myself. i need to get things together. so much live moments happening, i haven't been used to this much fun. recap? sure, sure.

let's see. after my early awakening, i go and fix up my shit. typical day. i don't have as much energy. but, well, everyone's all laggy when they wake up. ha. after that i get ready for the chills i've been recently having with my buddays! and this time, we're getting into this "dance crew" thing and practicing dances and actually think. do believe, it's really fun. something productive with my friends, really retarded. but fun. haha. we're getting so much progress done, too! for like, noob asians. we're not the best, though. PFFFT. duh. we'd get boo'd at. even if we try harder. we're going somewhere, you should see. we'll end up recording something. AND, i'm trying to picture richard in our crew. and maegan. idk, the more the merrier! we'll see how it ends up. oh sorry, i'm babbling. my bad. so, let's move on. err, so i stayed with ashlee and vincent and them until 6-ish and then i got ready for more dancing at my cultural practice. yippee .. dancing in moist sweat on top of dry sweat! and i didn't drink water. and i didn't put on deodorant before i left. YIKES. it was a greezy day. LOL, the practice went really well though! there were dances that were changed to look better, and a bunch a new dances i learned. in total, top fixed up choreo, with new choreo. and top that with personal crew choreo. wtf. hahah, but i really didn't care at the time. i was focusing on the modern dance we came up with! it's hip-hop: michael jackson, biatch. beat it and dangerous. i learned most of both. and it's so sick. while doing it, in my head i was thinking "if only my crew danced as good as this.." LOL! today was sucha dance fiend day. but really, i need to focus on my performance. the big show at the Living Arts Center is coming up real close, and we've got to get things tight. i can handle it, eventually. as long as i take a shower. it's an important part in dancing you know. i'm gonna take one right now actually. and shit. at the same time. LMFAO, gross.