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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

leaving should not be permanent

October 7, 2009

this is the third day that you're gone, and i don't think i would enjoy counting until you come back home, but the house is way quieter now. It was still quiet when you were here, but there was mass. i knew that you were home, and i would always see you. now, it's silent all the time. when i should hear you slickly move around the floorboards. i should see you when i get back from school, except for realizing a part of my family is gone. and, come to think of it, chia, mark and me haven't exactly provided you as much company.. as you deserved.

i miss you, please know that i do. i know you won't be here on my birthday, you won't be here for a month. find yourself, while you're out there, though, alright? i can't manage people 'leaving', dad.