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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.
- Albert Camus
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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better.
anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate.
in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.
music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.
thanksgiving weekend
October 12, 2009
i've planned and looked forward to so much events happening. and well, most of them were at this weekend. booooo-oy, were they full. so full, that it was hard noticing what really happened. luckily, my friends, and, very special, girlfriend are here to help simmer things down to understand. four days could never be so long.
friday my house only pleads company.
after the hustle and bustle in school, busy and social and what not, my head was actually looking forward to after the weekend. i dont know why, but i was thinking on what would happen, in four days, that would change me. focusing back in, friday was only to be prep. get my stuff, eat, computer, and yeah. the 'yuge'. but i had to record with vincent. which, actually, wasn't boring. not like it was the other times we 'recorded' but doing it was funny. after vincent leaving, jerick came. sweet! my home just became wholesome. when halo was over, when i owned that BK but lost one time because he got lucky and because i don't have my glasses so i'm blind, gossip girls all the way! but not the show. we talk, as usual. the 'yuge'. for about, 2 and a half hours? i think? not trying to expose this kinda stuff, so it was just intense. i was feeling happy when people were gone and it was just me on the computer. i've started this weekend with my buddies.
saturday the management, and the reverie.
i do not want to go into detail about saturday. butwell, a lot happened, so i kinda willLOL:). soliekkeeeee, i wake up at 10. really drowsy. and my mom says that i should i get my glasses today. yippee! i can really pwn jerick in halo! oh, and seeing again is good too .. LOL. i chose a pair, d&G i think, but they said it'll be all ready on thursday. goodstuff. before we go home, my mom decides to go to wendys and HEY, it's nayana. swell! hahaha, after seeing her, and savouring my deluctant honey bbq boneless wings♥, we go home and get my stuffs. pick up richie rich, and get dropped off at kristy's house (meeting ryan there too :')) stop by timmies for ice caps, and hey, add some quality chats in the van. talking to fiesta people was something that i kinda missed. with the updating, tips, and long naps to richmond hill, richmond hill. swell too! my drowsy self was so excited to meet the markham performers again..sorta. they're a great batch: teenage and trendy. but one person really sticks out in the crowd of alright guys and girls: kelly. kelly. kelly mhm!how i loathed the moment she broke the stranger-but-we'll-get-to-know-eachother wall and pounced in molester. she was a niner! and kept touching me! a random girl. who was infatuated by the way i dance, or the way i look, or, something, idk. just, it was a relief that richard and ryan were there for support in the MALE dressing room. but much thanks to jenina and cassie and the others too for helping me get away from kelly's 'flirting'. good gosh, praise my mother as well, for witnessing one of kelly's molesting pierces to my chest. i really did want to slap her in the face, but i'm too good for that hao! LOL, moving on from trash! gosh, she was on my nervies that entire performance. haha, anyways, to the place. it was great! really. and they said that the stage was really big, but it was almost a third of the living arts one. talk about over exaggerating.



long story short before the show, it was exciting, loathing, enjoyable, yet agonizingLOL. for the show itself, it was great too! and for our 3 second debut? precious!LOL OU! there was this one time, when we were standing still, the lights dimmed to red and all soothing, and i thought cassie was ashlee for a sec. haha! it was sweet, but then i pictured it being kelly, and then i knocked my senses back. BLECK!LOL. in the end of it all, the markham-ers, i met a bunch of nice people, represented FFDT to them, had a blast with my frands!, met someone that will never BE my friend!, and wished my girlfriend would've been there to see it all. i longed for someone i care for.
sunday celebrations with sleepovers and self-credit.
let's skim straight to the celebrating. well, idk, then. church is celebrating too. so, haha, straight to my cousin's house then. uhm, i was sleeping over there for the night and it was a great decision! i could tell my cousins and grandparents missed me a bunch, considering them asking me all these questions. they say i'm thinking much more: growing. who missed me the most though, was seven-year-old kaitlin. oh meng! she's quite fun to be around. honestly, it wouldn't be as jokes of a sleepover if kaitlin wasn't the cherry on top. remembering the video games i like, innocent jokes, connecting, and having a natural blast. that hyper girl really does know how to make me laugh. OH, and if you're bored, or wanna play the sickest game evrrrrr!, go to www.moshimonsters.com ;) MHM, kaitlin was very into that game with her 'lala' person/cat/thing. its like neopets but weirder..haha. anyhways, kaitlin's great.



but the main purpose of me going there was because we were gonna celebrate my birthday there! awhhh ye. my family thinks i'm pathetic, but hey they love meh. skip through the life and times of kaitlin for a bit, and we get to me partying with kuya angelooooo! + his buds, whom i also know. but instead of only halo and talking. mix that with drinking. A LOT. well, more than i would normally. (i'm not an alcho though!) it was just for my birthday, so i acted retarded. i had a fun time. LOL, picture me tipsy and wobbling around. and falling:\ LOL. get @ me! hahahahahahahaah. his guests leave, and i throw my alcho breathe and messed up self to kaitlin's room and i just crash there. but, while i grabbed her silky blankets and took a look at the window blinds, i felt as if i gained something in my partying. i have joy inside myself.
monday happy birthday, wilfred.
the partying and drinking and noticing was after 12, but let's consider monday after i wake up in a few hours. to kaitlin staring beside meLOL. she's funny. watching handy manny + franny's feet, and doing early morning aerobics surely kicks a hangover out, eh? ERKS!LOL. she taught me how to the splits, kay. that's proLOL! she is so fun to be around, but after i left there with mark (forgot to say he slept over too. thought i was messed up when i was drunkLOL) it got even more fun.

(continuing, don't worry! ..)