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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

away,

July 23, 2011

how hard can it be away? i promise i'll be just fine."

you're gone now.
and you will be, for a long time.
and well idk how we'll manage without you casually being here - just waiting for us to suddenly message you for conversation - or vice versa.
because right now, i really wish you hadn't gone.
right now i need your advice, and your opinion, and all the comfortable happiness in between.
but when you come back, in approximately a month or such, it'll all be figured out already. things will already happen, advice already given.
you think leaving is good for us all, and i support that, honest.

the thing is, when one of us is gone, it's so much harder for the rest of us to keep together. so much harder to hang out and think, 'the family's all here'

i'll be fine really, and you know it.
just, i'll be missing you, that's all.
please have fun♥