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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

what the fajitas

August 31, 2009

all the posts, in the wrong timezone?!
can't believe i just realized it now.

well, just do a little switch-a-roo and BAM! perfect.
.. i've been posting the previous posts at like 2 in the morning, for things that happened before midnight. SO, just imagine them the past day :S

my doll collection.

we're the three best friends that anyone! can have

August 30, 2009

before i carry on slightly about today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN! weeeeee. haha, i had to remind you again, even though you don't read this thing. your heart knows, and that's all that matters. LOLeuwww. back to today.

.. today was great!

""/euw, why are you wearing those shoes..?/i swear, every owl city song has the same beat *does beat finger-moving imitation*/augh, my gooch!/ah my gahd, jizz! *karen looks* .. i mean i love you../me show you my buubies, and you have a big, big bona!/i swear, that waiter guy that looked like justin looked at me and i was like "bring it on, justin"/who wants the baby bokchoi(?)!/my pants roll up when i sit, so its like i have boner?!/..fack, its doing it again! *covers up with sweater*/my chinese word is cucumber/""

do believe: these people really make days enjoyable. it was only a simple day. we performed singkil at this place called the Royalton, which looked really nice!, and we had tons of fun just loafting for our performance. 'cause we we're really early, and the people were really slow. but it turned out well. ..actually, it was, alrightLOL. tons of screws ups and accidents, but it was alright! ..? oh, and it was justin's first time doing it, props for not knowing your left and right man. you are jokes. haha, oh golly gee. after the attempt for that dance, seniors did latin and then we celebrated at tremendous! woot. our table was funny. and ryan, man, you are something. you are saavyLOL. we ate a lot, yao! merked every plate, we're fat. even the fortune cookies, like wow. ou, my chinese word was drunk/tipsy(: its pronouced .. gj-wee? gj-wei? LOL, whatta day.

fortunecook:
a bold attempt is
half of success

we should've recorded it

August 29, 2009

and i second that opinion, all the way. the past few days were so interesting. in a good way, of course, which is why i kinda wanna look back at it in film. ohhhhhh man, stupidest jokes ever, where do i begin. begin to expose* LOL, it's okay though, i expose all the time.

let's start with what we planned on. first, wednesday, the proper movements and i (omg, i called us proper movement >.<) wanted to chill on friday. solike, cool. but on thursday, as i'm cooking sweet and sour meatballs and chicken with my mom, which taste oh so dandy, jerick and vincent call on me to chill at 6. and well, i do not want to miss out on how fun we actually are, so i'm in. i finish up cutting the veggies and get ready for one hella time. but the very odd part was how while i was walking to jerick's house, richard. richard shrugs my shoulder on his bicycle and says that he just came from stock with girls. and i'm like 'kay..' LOL, but since i'm a nice guy and all i invite him to go to jericks with me. so we go. and yeah. richard ended up seeing our dance, and i was encouraging him to join us. idk if the others were actually fine with it. i swear i saw someone roll their eyes. maybe it was justin on the phone, haha. he said he would chill on friday. and ashlee was out with mary and her friends, so it was just jerick, vincent, and myself. ..and richie rich. ou, me and vincent showed jerick our "face off .. dance" thing. with like swimming, and self-destructing. and we did some game where we do the dance in a circle, and see who screws up. t'was nice. and so was jerick's ghetto cd player! it was very hippy. and whenever you kick it, it crashes on you. ..but i think every cd player does that. engh. also, while we were at jericks house, he was supposed to babysit his cousins. and oh, they are preciousLOL. there was a tiny, pudgy one with mushroom/bowl cut hair. super preciousLMFAO. but the other one .. she had buck teeth (gross..)hahah! on the same day, jerick also ended up getting a hamster..?! it was huge, compared to my dwarf hamster, duh, and its name is pinkyLOL. jerick so named it. honestly after that i forget all the fun we ended up doing. we played with guns and chilled in his messy room. i wanted to beat both of them up in dragonball z, but "my brother's playing batman .." waah waaaaah, you're just scared. :P fun fun fun, until 8. i go to sleep at 2, thanks to frikken vincent. he completely made that day, technically.

friday: i wake up at like seven. or nine. gross, but it's getting better. i munch on some honey nut cheerios: cinnamon, and i start wondering about the plans for this day. turns out, that people have flopped. thanks. haha, justin said he probably can't go because he's helping his mom with stuff (pussyLOL) and jerick's babysitting again, but he can't have people today. beautiful. so me and vince plan on just chilling at ashlee's around 1:30, and boy, we're we prepared. we both brought our DS', because before last night he wanted to play pokeman with me wi-fi (communicated via phone). but like, you need somelike wep? key thing to set up your ds crap, and my thing wasn't working. so, it was a fail. all i remember from there was us ranting about our pokemans and how his are so deezed. you wanna know why? because he's a HACK. the biggest hack ever! he probably hacked to get his wep? key shiat. like, major hack. SUPER hack. and he starts telling me how he gets the pokeman by trading with wifi. and i'm like, "you can't trade with .. yourself?! you hack." but seriously, thats so rigged. giving your pokeman to the wifi people .. and taking it back, is considered a trade. it is fuct. AND, what he does to his level 100 hacks is he drugs them. he uses all of those drug things to boost their stats! AND THEN he gives them fruits! that apparently do the same thing?! like, who ever thinks of that. SO HACK. LMFAO. so yeah, we were like ranting about that. and other stuff. being serious, after i hung up and ended up going to sleep, i fell asleep to "vincent, you are such a hack." but if you're wondering how our pokeman battle went, we decided on it being on friday. and WHOA. he was sucha cheater. and i remember him saying "i barely vs people .." WELL, they don't play against you because you're gay, and hack, and cheat. all he does is put your pokeman to sleep, and give you a nightmare. and a wet dreameater. i was just happy how my pokeman party was cuter than his. he had the ugliest evarrrr. i killed like, 2. and he killed 12, since ashlee tried too and failed with me. after our fails we called everything off and went to her basement (by that time, we were already pretty hyper and full of energy). and we danced s'more, and watched youtube videos. OU, i also showed them my michael jackson dance(H) it was epic. they wanted to learn it. and honestly, after we danced for a bit, and watched videos, the stupid random shit kicked it. i can't even remember what we did. i think vincent ran away from us first to the other part of the basement and danced .. then he came back, and we ended up talking about our proper movement crew.

and he found a roll of hot pink ribbon on the table. so, he's like "we can make it like a tie! andlike, it would be our proper movement crew thing!" or something like that. and then he ends up getting more ribbon. and tying it on his hand/wrist. and then he puts some on his waist to have a "tail", and then some on his head for a headband. he was a warrior. and he talked about how he was fighting in tekken. i want to vs him, so i get the ribbon. but at this time, ashlee tied up my hair twice so there were like tiny shrubs on the back of my head. it was odd. so i get my own hot pink ribbon, and put on my head and tie all nice. and i go to vs vincent. and i end up finding him hiding on the corner of ashlee's laundry washer>.< and for the longest time we play fighted with ribbons-.-''LOL. in there, he found this random tiny plastic ugly doll, and starts calling her my daughter hckannah. you know, it's like "hannah" with a weird accent on it. vince ended up talking like that the rest of the day. but it sounded like a mixture of pakistani, fob, and jamaican. mmm, funny. anyways, he was doing crazy shit and rituals on me and he had those time-sand-flippy thingies and a hannah montana book and errthang. i dont even know what we were doing, it was too live. ashlee joined eventually and they buried me in pillows and .. the rest was laughter. (we laughed the entire time we chilled i think). and then i remember ashlee gave us skyflakes and vincent was like "y'guys, lets have an evening snack (?!) around the fire!" so we put the ribbons there. and a pillow(which was considered water?) and like other objects. so it's like "fire burning on the water .." ou whoaa!LOL and while we're eating, vincent talks about his ribbons on his hand called like a "aelfjknaejkgn dark-hole" and some foam strip he wrapped around his finger called "the ring of power" and then we start playing games around our snack circle! we played a game where all of the people pick one thing up and like all say some phrase on what they have. and, idk, what was happening, but it was so funny. i think i had this red foam strip, and im like wtf, what is this!? and idiot vincent's like ".. it's a, a stringoflife!" LMFAO. so, in the game i'm like "look! a stringoflife! look, look a stringoflife!" and then we pass it on to the next person and then do the next thing. augh, then we use hckannah and some eyeliner called "brown stick". oh, we played hot potato after. but instead of a potato, we used hckannahLMFAO. vincent's like chanting "hot. montana, pass it on! little hckannah montana ...!" it was so funny at the time. we also played scream (when you look at someone and if two people look at eachother they lose) and we played some 21 game where you cant say 21 or something? idk. it was honestly, a great pack of people to be hyper with. the three of us, were frikken dumb in the head. watching vincent laugh and sweat every 6 seconds really makes you want to do the same. the guy is actually fanny :') LMFAO, i'm just gonna end friday there. we both leave ashlee's at 5-ish and i end up getting ready for practice. it was typical, but a lot of people changed their hair there. people had haircuts and people styled their hair. it was weird. we just worked on dances and apparently i''m performing tomorrow for edward's brother's wedding? (oh gosh, it's practically tomorrow). i just got back from practice now-ish. i'm actually tired now so my sleeping patterns are turning normal. OH, and since it's 5 minutes to saturday i'll just say HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN! yep, if you read this, which i doubt, then happy 15. you're old.

sum it up? my friends are fun. and funny. personal, and in fiesta. i'm hungry. late night ice cream? i'll sleep after i digest it, i swear! .. ^ god, this post was long.

celebrate/burn yourself out

August 27, 2009

awh, lawd. this is crazy. like, everyday.
idk why. i'm just feeling different nowadays. ever since the poland trip. it's getting to me.
i mean, i know it's just jetlag and all, but its fucking up my system, yaos! frikkk. i keep sleeping at around 2-3 and waking up at 7 :| and then i sweat and stink so much after i do things .. that is shouldn't really be sweating and stinking from! (not giving you the examples) honestly, my days become so busy, and yet i have so much energy. with messed up sleeping patterns! how can my body do this?! literally, after dance practice today, i was slapping myself. i need to get things together. so much live moments happening, i haven't been used to this much fun. recap? sure, sure.

let's see. after my early awakening, i go and fix up my shit. typical day. i don't have as much energy. but, well, everyone's all laggy when they wake up. ha. after that i get ready for the chills i've been recently having with my buddays! and this time, we're getting into this "dance crew" thing and practicing dances and actually think. do believe, it's really fun. something productive with my friends, really retarded. but fun. haha. we're getting so much progress done, too! for like, noob asians. we're not the best, though. PFFFT. duh. we'd get boo'd at. even if we try harder. we're going somewhere, you should see. we'll end up recording something. AND, i'm trying to picture richard in our crew. and maegan. idk, the more the merrier! we'll see how it ends up. oh sorry, i'm babbling. my bad. so, let's move on. err, so i stayed with ashlee and vincent and them until 6-ish and then i got ready for more dancing at my cultural practice. yippee .. dancing in moist sweat on top of dry sweat! and i didn't drink water. and i didn't put on deodorant before i left. YIKES. it was a greezy day. LOL, the practice went really well though! there were dances that were changed to look better, and a bunch a new dances i learned. in total, top fixed up choreo, with new choreo. and top that with personal crew choreo. wtf. hahah, but i really didn't care at the time. i was focusing on the modern dance we came up with! it's hip-hop: michael jackson, biatch. beat it and dangerous. i learned most of both. and it's so sick. while doing it, in my head i was thinking "if only my crew danced as good as this.." LOL! today was sucha dance fiend day. but really, i need to focus on my performance. the big show at the Living Arts Center is coming up real close, and we've got to get things tight. i can handle it, eventually. as long as i take a shower. it's an important part in dancing you know. i'm gonna take one right now actually. and shit. at the same time. LMFAO, gross.

i kinda had it coming

August 26, 2009

hahaha. me. wilfred manalili.
have a blog?! that's surely new. and retarded.
since i first thought these things we're a waste of time, and we're gay.
LOL, but now that i've made one, it's cool (H).
no, i'm kidding. just funny how i have one.
and in sucha right time, too!
right after a hectic two week trip to poland, which was hella dramatic/fun,
and before the end of my supposed-live summer.
it fits right in the middle. sweet. but i really think i only have this
from my friends. darn you!
(shout-out to ashlee for helping me make this, btw.
good job, fashionista!)
harhar, but yeah, i'll update you on the slightest of things. try to have viewer discretion.
i'm a little raw >:}

^ it's a baby. like, new start? fresh start? yeah.
oh, and asian. like, asian? me? yeah.