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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

Sparks,

November 7, 2011

you see,

if you were to pay attention to me,

i would tell you how proud i am of you.

but also how sad i am, and how lost i feel.

sometimes, it's better to be blinded by love

than to take someone else's for granted.

i have learned this the hard way,

and i don't think i'd be able to explain it any easier.

it seems silly, if you think about it.

you throw yourself in complete faith

to the one you want in hopes they will catch you,

little do you know that you'll bounce right back.

or, they'll drop you after to catch someone else.

I'm having a hard time reconsidering.

I felt sparks,
And I know I was wrong,
But I won't let you down.