the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

solike, today couldn't be any funnier cooler sweatierLOL. SO sweatyyy.

/rj/square one/RJJJJ♥/apple store pictures/HUGE ASS monitorrr!/trying on clothes/'i straighten my bangs..:')'/manchu wok!/frikken maria:>/strawberry-kiwi bubble tea!/running in rain/'hurry up gay boys!'/fame: intense/'no, i hate you. no, just, no, go away.'/'nuuu! please, pleaseee!/'say 'i take it back''/'i walked alone because you guys were talking with eachother :/'/richard's partay!/car rides(recaps) with ryan♥/west side story and cats!/'wow, your eyes look like .. marbles..' LOL/..kristy is my PB and G!/'you better bring your ballet slippers and tights..'///








^^^ holy mother. splendid day. great.

happy 3 months, love.

You have been so wholesome to me. i cannot help but think of all of the times i was glad to be with you. you understand me, and you laugh with me. and at me! at times when we are so kinetic, so weird, you can see how happy we are. but at times of motion, when we are helping each other out, and feeling still, can't you still feel the rush in our eyes? the need?

i love you♥, funny or not funny. but mostly funny (:

your name will be Pennie.
and whenever i find a penny on the floor, i won't pick it up
because i have the luckiest penny and her name is Pennie.
please be my buddy :')

oh my god, what're you looking at :\
..i, ah, iuno just,..
augh, you're ugly, i'm leaving
what'uh heck ..
oh, hay! got some din-din!
OU, can i have some!
euw, no, you're ooglay!
then imma beat you up.

pants midnight blue
cardigan asphalt
sweater cranberry
jacket lead&navy
diagonal hoody (region usa)

total: 254.00.
add some shirts/things from h&m or urban planet and we get 300.
i can't wait to waste that money >:}

i have really nice skin here. and your hair cut looks rully pretty.
and well, ryan's amazingLOL.
go willy wonka!

the word 'balance' is a hard thing to comprehend and picture being. when you think balance, you picture objects, with their weights, and numbers. a heavy weight has to be in a small quantity to balance that of plentiful smaller weights. in that way, you will balance. but, how about different objects? if you try to balance 1 elephant and 1000 feathers, it will surely not deliver. the weight will not understand. you need things to even out, to have 'balance'.

but, well, i guess, sometimes, it doesn't have to always even out. if you think about it hard enough, you'll notice that unevenness can balance too! can work out. something so heavy, and in large quantities, can balance to that of one simple, light, gesture. it can understand, and it will. and you will spot the marvel in this. this, uneven 'balance'. i have seen it, myself, actually. i have seen how it works.

and with that, thank you. i know that you probably don't notice how much you help, but you do. i learn so much from you. you guys*.

oh, you should've seen me, love. right when i got to the center it was around 11 am. i was not prepared, and i was not so sure. i was most definitely looking forward to the next few hours. As every living arts show goes, we were to get our costumes, get our props, and put them in our dressing room to be steamed. Also, the boys have usually been getting the room in the basement over the years. room 11/12 i believe. and it got hella fun when most of the boys started arriving. having closer friends there really does make the experience more 'epic' (:

haha, as i was saying, we met up with errbody and got our costumes and props and shiats and put them in the dressing room. later, we ate and we rehearsed in the vurry big stage at around 4-430? not so sure, but the rehearsal was a nice kick in the goochLOL. i guess i focus really hard to not mess up, or let people down, and have a form of seclusion or over-concentrated vibe. do talk to me about it, because i am just nervous. dont worry. haha, i wanted to make you proud of what i'm doing.

the practice took quite a time. and the hectic level was already up the scale. the tension between dancers and the musicians and stuff were rising? kinda? i felt my anxiety kick in at mine and other peoples dances. i really had to get this right, and so many people were looking out for me, you see. after the further prep, the further prep, and the prayers, say hello to the show.

everything did not go as planned. not everybody was in tip top performance. i am so sure that i wasn't. but i am so aware that i tried my best to show how i can entertain you. please know that you were in my intentions. and that i wish you could be the partner i was dancing with. if i didn't need glasses to see, i'd be searching for you everytime i was on stage.

i cannot exactly sum every rush and tumble on the show, but i can sum that we did fantastic. all of my nervousness that i had on stage, and the plead for sanity, flew away. i was pleased, and so were my friends. and so was everyone else. people applauded me, actually!(:')), and people noticed me. and the friends and family that were watching surely enjoyed our performance. but i thank the fact that you were there. and they were there. and how it seemed to piece together, no matter how altered the pieces became.

i felt ecstatic. and not just subtly. :').

i actually feel as if we can pull it off. the way we communicate with each other, the way all of us are buds. just picture it, or look at these.


so 'us'. but wait, where's rj?!


there he is! bombin' trike, too.

awh, man, i love you guys. no homo/full homo/yus/chichimanLOL.

and notice that this summer's been productive. it's been tiring, and stressful, and busy. but it's been fun. and entertaining, and bond-friendly. i don't want to stress it, but i can't believe the things that've happened. i'm not clear, but i'm aware of happiness. now i've gotta notice other forms of it. but that'll be another summer or something(:

ah, don't fail me now.

how excited am i?

don't ask me, ask ryanLOL!
^^ but, i'm sorta excited.

take care, have fun, see you soon.

we (i) discover the subway.
we go around downtown.
we get denied for movies.
we get lost.
we walk all the way from Osgoode to Yorkdale.
we get lost.
we watch a semi-satisfying movie.
we (i) use up most of our (my) money.
and entirely, we, buffoons, have a blast.

i dont know about you, but i wanna do this again. thanks so muchhhhh.

i look like i'm balding.

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