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"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

- Albert Camus

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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better. anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate. in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.

music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.

hot messes aren't always sweaty

November 10, 2009

but usually they areLOL.

if the craziness, the random outbursts that happen, the drama, the catching up, and the maintaining, and the things that you have to at least do, are my routine, then holy. hoo0o0oly, sweet.
i know that i've been sleeping late nowadays, and getting messes and mixing up some things with other things, but i'm trying my best. to become at least slightly innovative, and open up to people. the only way a person can open to others, is if they.. do. haha, it really is self-explanatory. and well, i'm kinda experimenting with the opening and the accumulation of stuff. i, for one, am enjoying it. and i know that it seems rocky and shaky, but if you look back at it it's kinda nice.

anyways, today was a hot mess. LOL. trips, ventures, planning, heat-ups, connections, games, whines, moans, jokes, mistakes, last minute invites, dancing, sweat, criticism, stress?, and ice cream cake. hot messes aren't always sweaty, since heat doesn't always emit onto people, but in these cases it isLOL. and i'm kinda getting used to hot messes, more the mild, luke-warm kind though. of course i miss reminiscing, but c'mon. hot mess..ing? chyussss!

i need water, and some time.
and some laxatives to drain some of the crap outLOL.
ahhhhh.
saucy.