"All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.
- Albert Camus
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the name's wilfred.
wilfred avelino j manalili,
but willy's fine enough.
october 12, ever since '94.
the youngest of 3.
you could say i'm one of those random people in the room to fill up the space. but, i don't exactly take that much, haha. im short, but i'm growing! i'm a growing child. and really, you should notice me. you'd get quite amazed, how different i've become over the years. for the better, for the better.
anyways, i'm asian. and have great white/yellow/nude skin. and it never obeys me when i try to tan. i'm a dork, i'm peppy, i'm engh. yet, i'm there. and i try to understand. i like gummies, and ice cream, and funnel cake. i like to stay home for my fam, for loafting, for anything. i write, and i draw, and i notice. i tend to get phased out/bored? but hey, i can still party it up. do not underestimate.
in education, i'm up there. haha, but not literally. OLMC's treating me good enough. sophomore year, what? i'm so not ready for it. lately, i've been into traveling and going away. experiencing* i'm really trying to boost my shyness up. 'cause, yes, i am originally shy to be around. but, its getting better. i think.
music, computer, food (but no gain), growing up, the "usual"/"yuje".
cannot forget a.t♥ she gets me.
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you know i hate the word "crying"
November 2, 2009
what can i do that doesn't result to teaching? why do i always have to explain myself. can my actions speak by themselves and just themselves? this isn't fair, it never will be alone.
why can't you notice. is it who you are, or have things gotten you off guard?, what is it? i've processed my thoughts through for so long by myself, and now since i projected it, no one remembers? or remember enough to actually apply it? ..it seems as if what i projected is not that important. but, oh, little things, with their flow of intentions, mean so much to me. they're what get me by.
i've already mentioned our symmetry to you. but i haven't discussed it. i wanted to give you your own time to understand. and, forsure, plenty has happened to help make connections. i am sosimilar to you! WE have made that happen, and i'm so happy about that. so when you don't understand when things happen between us, at least once, think it's from symmetry, it needs to be, it just doesD:!
i will be so happy if you're happy. you can get so upset when i'm sad. when i'm stubborn, you retaliate. and when we make jokes, we make them together. i laugh, because you are laughing. you smile, because i am smiling. you're so irritated, because i've gotten so obnoxious! and cris-crossed, you get mad when i make fun of you. then automatically, wouldn't it result that i get mad when you make fun of me? and furthermore, wouldn't the way i got you better be the same way for you getting me better? or would the both be opposite. or would we wallow. - why do we wallow? why do we get so frustrated with ourselves for the mistakes we make? we forget the simple things that repair so nicely. we don't remember that we are so alike - you comforting me from your stubborn or foolish or contradictory actions is the same thing i would do if we switched shoes. symmetrically, but not equally, we get to each other.
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but, when i feel so wrong from things that i've done, i flow it away, through ease. please find ways to serenade yourself back when your frustrated, and cheer yourself back up when something angry has hindered that cheer. we're happy, we're sad, and full of it, we're filled with everything that i've ever wanted. and, unconditionally, explanatory, or not, i love you. do not forget that i love you.
haha, some situations we have remind me of this song. it just does, :P tongue*